Pregnant while taking mini-pill

Tue, 9 February, 2010

I found out I was pregnant 2 1/2 years ago when I was split up with my husband. I really thought this would be a new start for us. We already had 3 children. I was pressured into abortion by my ex saying it would be better to sort our relationship out and easier if i got rid. I went through with it & it was such a horrible experience. I felt so alone and guilty. He showed no emotion & as soon as we came out of the clinic he wasn't interested in me at all. This drove me deep in depression, even tried suicide. I always think about what if I had gone with my own decision to keep it. What would that little baby be like? It made me hate my ex so much for it & I will never forgive him.
I am now again in a similar situation with another man. I just found out I am pregnant whilst taking the mini pill. I know one thing - the dad doesn't want this as he is 16 years older than me, but I will not let him influence me in any way to have an abortion. I am thinking this is my baby and not his & if I keep it I will view a future of being a single mum.